What can I do about my karma?
You can investigate your own nature by inquiring "Who am I?" Aside from this you are helpless.
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There are actually three types of karma.
Firstly, there is all the past karma that has accumulated as the result of actions over many lifetimes.
Secondly, there is the karma of living in relation to so many other beings. Any sentient being is like a ripple on a stream in the open flow of life with countless others--both sentient and non-sentient.
And, thirdly, there is the karma that emerges in the present moment. If you are taking yourself to be a separate "I" or "me" then this pretending character is also accumulating new karmas that are due to present action.
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This third type of karma is what comes to an end, as a matter of speaking, when the "I" sufficiently questions itself. Without a "basis" it can not continue to develop.
However, there is still the result of the other two types of karma. Any sage or master has the personal and life that he or she has due to past actions as well as the actions (both past and present) of so many others--because of these types.
So even a sage has karma; even a master is helpless to end it.
***
Find your own present helplessness and you need not worry about ending any karma.
Instead you can laugh at it and enjoy it!
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Karma
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i never learned to smile
to smile
this joy
this joy
that already
is is
a cup
running over
everywhere
no smile
could ever
do this
justice
this wide-awake
being-ness
so
openly
edgeless
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Monday, October 29, 2007
Thursday, October 18, 2007
A Passing of Grace
I recently read an article by David Godman that considers some of Ramana Maharshi's teachings about aham sphurana.
This article caught my attention mostly because this sphurana experience is something that happened for "me" right before the question "Who am I?" finished itself.
So, although I was quite oblivious about it as it happened, I can attest to its significance.
***
At any rate, this article has helped to clarify that it was Bhagavan's grace that "set off" this "sphurana experience" allowing the Self to "realize" the Self.
Only I should qualify this by saying that in the aliveness of the Self there is no separate "me" who was then "helped" by any separate "Bhagavan". It is simply that the Self smiled in recognition to the Self in the guise of a passing of grace from "Bhagavan" to "myself".
Which is to say that something happened to a seemingly separate "me" so that it could be clear that nothing separate happens at all.
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Tuesday, October 16, 2007
The Carrot of "Enlightenment"
Here is a VERY funny video of Karl Renz.
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Thursday, October 11, 2007
no i & no you
what is it that
flashing lightning
flashes or
the shining sun
shines within
is it not
infinte
and spaceless
space
what is it that
infinite
and spaceless
space
appears
within
is it not
your very own
unseeable
and pure
being
i would tell you
to be this being
only i
don't have to
why
because there is
only this being
and no separate telling i
and no separate hearing you
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the eye that never sleeps
i am
an eye
that
never
sleeps
each
seeming thing
appearing
appears
only within
this eye
that
i
am
and so i am shapless
and without boundaries
and without qualites
and without duration
and unnamable
every eye
whether
closed
or open
is open to
nothing
other than
this
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Wednesday, October 10, 2007
not possible
for you to attain
and not possible
for you to loose
the you that you
already are
the aliveness
exploding
as a leaf
or clouds
flowering
across
the vast sky
or the smallness
and tenderness
of an infant's
hand
or the blue
or brown of
her or his
eyes
this aliveness
is nothing
but undeniable
saying of
unsayable
you
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Tuesday, October 2, 2007
Your Inner Eye
I feel that I am in my body--inhabiting it and--that my body is me.
What about your mind?
What do you mean?
Do you sometimes think that you are in your mind? For example when your mind thinks about how your body looks whenever your look into a mirror--or thoughts that tell your body to get out of bed and get ready for work in the morning.
I also am in my mind.
So which one are you in...if you had to choose?
I can't decide between them!
Why not?
Because I am both of them.
What about your heart? What do you know about it?
I feel love for people and for things with my heart.
Love for all that arises?
I wish I could say so!
Who says that you can't?
Sometimes I do.
When? Is it when you are in your body or when you are in your mind?
Both.
How do you see this "I" that sometimes inhabits your body and sometimes inhabits your mind?
I don't know. I see it with my heart?
Yes! You see this "I" with your heart.
Your heart is your inner, invisible eye. When you look at an object with your physical eyes, you know that this object in not your physical eyes; they are what sees any physical object. Yet what is it that they can not see?
They can not see themselves.
Right. They can not see themselves!
So my heart is like my eyes?
Yes. That's right. Your heart is your invisible and undeniable being-awareness.
And heart is not a special "thing". It is your own innate and natural being. By staying with your own natural being you find that your body and mind are presently free. Why? Because they are not you. They are only a passing shining out, only an arising IN you.
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Monday, October 1, 2007
You Are
You are not in your body.
You are not in your mind.
You are not in your emotions or feelings.
You are.
You are ALL of this that is arising in you.
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